thousand years..... forever in ur love

“A Thousand Years”

Heart beats fast

Colors and promises

How to be brave

How can I love when I’m afraid to fall

Watching you stand alone

All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you

Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you

For a thousand years

I’ll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still

Beauty in all she is

I will be brave

I will not let anything take away

Standing in front of me

Every breath

Every hour has come to this

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you

Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you

For a thousand years

I’ll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you

Time has brought your heart to me

I have loved you for a thousand years

I’ll love you for a thousand more

One step closer

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you

Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you

For a thousand years

I’ll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you

Time has brought your heart to me

I have loved you for a thousand years

I’ll love you for a thousand more

Alhamdulillah.... TQ Allah for sending him to me. n we r blessed with our beloved 2H........ Syukur....

FOR A THOUGHT......

Picture by: beloved hubby

just my 2cents......

Leya say: hmmm...easier said than done. to me I'll prefer to let it go! for revenge n regret.... not in the list InsyaAllah.... coz for me Allah knows better....... Praying for Your Guidance....please Ya Allah.....

our cheeky little angel.....

 Alhamdulillah..... Muhammad Haffiey Ilhan Mohd Zaini, our  precious youngest baby....

those laugh is forever mine.....

Ever since abang have to stayed with nenek and atuq, mommy and babah felt a little empty... especially when we came back from a hectic day at work (even most of our fren say we r still in honeymoon... hahaha)

baby u r adorable 

After 3 months of questioning whether, mommy is preggy or not.... finally, d Dr congratulate us. Alhamdulillah, syukur. some of mommy's colleague called u the "induksi baby".... hahaha.... (there's a funny n romantic story behind it).... serious sayang....come to think of it it....  will make me smile.....ngeeee...

Ur angelic face..... hope u will grow up fine, darling

you know baby, after thinking what to have for lunch, i was in the middle of converting it to reality. hahaha... until d sign came!. as usual no show... no blood... nothing! miraculously, somehow i just know that is the time... blessed u baby...."smile". then papa, mama n abg eriq rushed us to HPJ as babah was otw back from Pahang. I cant imagine how fast ur Babah drove that day. "smile"..... but he manage to reach HPJ on time.

the day u wer born.... 24th Jan @ 12.25 am

after false alarm at 37 weeks of gestation, this time angel, u make me warded... the dilation was already 4cm..... by 6 pm, we reach 6cm and by 9.30 pm Ms. Dr say u r ready to be with us... "smile".... Mommy was sent to Labor room.....

after 3 hrs, U came to us on 24th January 2012 at 12.30 a.m. the best part was when u choose to "sleep" in the middle of procedure till they have to induce you... so cheeky!! "smile".... u know Babah have signed up to be with us when u r delivered... n again he missed the oppurtunity. hehehe.... Then he walked into the labor room with his proud smile,  after kissed mommy's forehead and murmuring his love, he walked slowly towards u.... after giving salam he raised u his arm and reciting azan.... and his first comment was...."leya he look exactly like harief...".... n yup, from that moment i know ur  idol will always be ur brother.... abang harief eiman.....  bless both of you.... "hugs"

Our beloved lil' prince

     

Our little Angel..... Bless ya!

Honey... u have brought more joy and happiness to our life. ur eyes, ur smile... ur laugh, ur tantrum.....ur cute face... every single thing about U is the soul of our little family... my sweet lil'angel......

        

Baby, if hugs represent my loves to u.... I wish I can hold u forever and ever in my arms..... my lil' caliphs, my bless n prayers will forever yours.......syukur, Ya Allah.

a letter for my beloved hero

MY BELOVED HERO

Muhammad Harief Eiman Bin Mohd Zaini............... Alhamdulillah... mommy's n babah's little hero a.k.a "Optimus Prime"...  "smile".
we are so blessed with you dear.

you know baby....Life was not that easy at that time... mommy n babah was  struggling to make life comfortable for us especially u... (till now actually... hahaha).  Mommy was so worried... there are so much of..."what if....this .... what if  that..." haha.... but Babah always calm me down......maklumlah this is the first time ever mommy is having a baby.... just want everything to be perfect...InsyaAllah......hehe....

  then.... on 13th June 2007...... u came into picture. Praise  to the Al - Mighty..........still fresh in my mind,  2.25 am...d first time the Gynae showed u to me.... d first time ever!! Heard u cried... looking for mommy I guess....hehe..... those are the ultimate precious  moment for mommy .... the tears of joy glittering from my eyes. Alhamdulillah, syukur.  baby, u've adding more colors into our life. should I say u r d lite of out life?!...."smile". yeah u did baby...... "hugs"

my sweet angel

ur bornday.... 

d first time i hold u is when the  nurse bring u to me after bath and asked me to breastfeed u... I was nervous... hahaha... though i've attended classes (still worry bout it.... hehe), but it just happen.... in a second.... it just came naturally......Subhanallah.... u r so soft... so tender... cute ... when u hold my fingers....  u can never imagine the feeling inside! I kiss ur  pudgy cheek (couple of times...thousand perhaps?! nay...everytime i hold u - till now ). please bear in mind mommy was "handling u with extra care".. ok.... hahaha.... as gentle as I can be..... Then Babah came... after ablution he took u from my arm, smiled.... kissed u.. he recited azan. He was so happy! he kissed and thanking mommy for bringing him his descendant, his truly heir ... baby, u r adorable honey!


AND TIME FLIES SO FAST.......

Feel just yesterday u r "kicking" inside my womb. feel just yesterday I hold ur hand to help u stand when u stumble on ur first step.... feel just yesterday we celebrate ur very first birthday..... feel just yesterday we bathed adik together.... hmmm.... it is so much of  yesterday....

"my favorite hero of all time"

and now baby.... u r hitting FIVE....

My boy, there is nothing that I want more in life except to have u,  ur love n never stop loving u....... to care n raise u to become a better person, anak soleh (who will pray for mommy and babah).... to be a significant "somebody"....InsyaAllah.

I will never stop praying for "D best of U". Though, u might be a little notty but I guess its ok. part of growing process.... "smile"... coz baby, I know d real u..... u r part of me, remember!..... n together as long as m breath we gonna "hunt" Mr. C-Toma till he never bother u! not anymore... InsyaAllah. Sayang, trust your faith!

Sayang ,
when u read this, I want u to know how proud I am with u. Muhammad Harief Eiman Mohd Zaini, u r d greatest gift from Heaven to me.... n m so Blessed...................